To be honest, this post is more of a filler than anything. Because the truth is, I've found it difficult to write lately. April tends to do that to me. There are just times when the creativity fire is extinguished and there is nothing I can do about it.
Besides, constantly being imaginative is exhausting and majority of the time, I over do it. Well not me, but my brain. You see my brain loves to live within it, you know, get caught up in fantasy, dreams and self-internal dialogue.
There are times I have to literally pull myself out and force my mind to be present in the now. It's difficult since I'm always running 12 miles a minute, mentally. There is no "rest" it's always go, go, go. Every situation, conversation, thought, dream, idea ... they all have a plethora of outcomes and they all need explored.
Over analyzing should be my middle name. Now, I'm not saying this is a bad thing because I quite enjoy my ability to make a three hour road trip disappear as I day dream the entire time. But, the residual effect, the loneliness that can come from it sometimes puts a damper on reality. So I'm sorry I haven't posted recently, for the few people who actually read this blog, but I promise, just like the impending promises of warmer weather from mother nature, to post more soon.